Since my teenage years, I have been deeply drawn to the world of self‑knowledge. I often felt that I didn’t quite fit in with people my age, and that an indescribable sense of absence accompanied me throughout my life. Although it’s natural to search for our identity during adolescence, these questions stayed with me much longer and pushed me toward increasingly deeper inner exploration.

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Two defining experiences helped me understand where this inner emptiness and uncertainty came from.
One was a family constellation session, where I learned that I had lost my twin during the fetal stage. This insight shed new light on many of my long‑held feelings: the sense of lack, the fear of abandonment, and the difficulty of connecting with others.
The other important realization came during a birth‑experience processing group, where I understood how deeply it affected me that I was born with the umbilical cord wrapped around my neck.

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I came to see that these very early, unconscious experiences do not live on as memories, but as bodily sensations, nervous‑system responses, and attachment patterns. For a long time, recurring patterns showed up in my life—such as anxiety, the feeling of struggling, freezing, or fearing abandonment. It took years of committed self‑development work to recognize and reshape these patterns, and today I’m able to notice when these automatic responses are being activated.

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After college, I moved to the Netherlands, where I completed my master’s degree and later began working. Although those years were primarily focused on building my career, that was also the time when I increasingly felt the desire to work with people in a supportive, helping role. As a first step, I taught at a Hungarian weekend school.

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Eventually, my long period of searching led me back home, where I enrolled at the Integral Academy. Since earning my degree as an Integral Counselor, I have continued my own self‑development journey and regularly participate in professional trainings. I am currently studying the focusing method, which deeply resonates with my view of the human inner world: a space where we can connect with our own inner wisdom with patience, curiosity, and respect.

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Because I have lived abroad myself, I also understand firsthand the emotional and practical challenges that come with building a life in another country, and how this can shape one’s inner journey.